December 08, 2010

no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

gan, balik kampung dulu ya!

December 07, 2010

i dreamed a dream

hey bloggers! aku bosen nih sama hidupku yang gini-gini aja. aku pengen punya tongkat ajaib yang bisa mengubah hidupku jadi kayak hidup di film2. enak kali ya? pasti ending nya bahagia. aaah pengen deh.

kalo aku jadi peran utama cewek nya, aku mau milih peran utama cowoknya Cory Monteith. selain badannya atletis, dia cowok yang baik, tanggungjawab, dan friendly.

terus ceritanya Cory itu pacarku, dia ga begitu kaya, tapi dia puya segalanya yang aku inginkan. dia selalu anter-jemput aku sekolah, sering nelpon, pokoknya kayak ga ada cewek lain selain aku deh. hmmh enaknyaaaa.
setiap sabtu minggu selalu main kerumah atau pergi jalan-jalan. kadang jalan2 juga sama temen2 dia. kadang nonton bioskop kalo nggak makan di pinggir jalan, pokoknya segala sesuatu yang buruk tersamarkan. semuaaa indah. kalo pas istirahat dia selalu mampir ke kelasku, jemput aku untuk ke kantin. terus kalo aku mau pergi sm temen2ku dia selalu ada buat aku. dia anterin aku tanpa aku minta ke dia. dia juga ga malu ngenalin aku ke temen2nya.

terus, suatu hari dia dateng ke rumahku dan melamarku di depan kedua ortu ku. hmmm so sweeeeet.

tapi ini cuma mimpi. aku memimpikan sebuah mimpi, yang intinya ga akan pernah terwujud.
memang, kita harus realistis. tapi siapa bilang kita tidak boleh bermimpi?
semua orang punya hak untuk mimpi.

so, not wrong if Idreamed a dream

GLEE


Emma, Terri, Will, Finn, Artie, Kurt, Mercedes, Rachel, Tina, Puck, Quinn, Sue

Glee is a musical comedy-drama television series that airs on Fox in the United States. It focuses on the high school glee club New Directions competing on the show choir competition circuit, while its members deal with relationship, sexuality and social issues. The initial main cast encompassed club director and Spanish teacher Will Schuester (Matthew Morrison), cheerleading coach Sue Sylvester (Jane Lynch), guidance counselor Emma Pillsbury (Jayma Mays), Will's wife Terri (Jessalyn Gilsig), and eight club members played by Dianna Agron, Chris Colfer, Kevin McHale, Lea Michele, Cory Monteith, Amber Riley, Mark SallingJenna Ushkowitz.

December 06, 2010

Defying Gravity

Something has changed within me,
Something is not the same.
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game.

Too late for second-guessing,
Too late to go back to sleep.
It’s time to trust my instincts,
Close my eyes and leap.

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I’m
Defying Gravity
And you won’t bring me down…

I’m through accepting limits
‘Cause someone says they’re so.

Some things I cannot change,
But till I try, I’ll never know.

Too long I’ve been afraid of

Losing love I guess I’ve lost.

Well, if that’s love,
It comes at much too high a cost!
I’d sooner buy
Defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye,
I’m defying gravity.
I think I’ll try
Defying Gravity
And you won’t bring me down.
I’d sooner buy
Defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye,
I’m defying gravity.
I think I’ll try
Defying Gravity
And you won’t bring me down.
Bring me down!

love letter from BJ.Habibie

Actually this is not about death, not that.
Because, I know that everything would be gone in the end, and death is something definite, and this time it is your turn to go, I really know it. But what struck me so great, is the fact that death can actually decide happiness in oneself, in a moment, then it was able to make me miserable as hell, like my heart was in place, and my body felt empty, lost the contents of



You know darling, it feels like the wind that had suddenly gone dry switch gersang.Pada tears that fell this time, I tuck the long goodbye, the loyalty that you carve, the bitter sweet memories while you're there, I'm not going to complain , but it was too soon you're here.
They thought I was a good lover for you love, without them knowing it, that you're the one who made me love that I may faithfully baik.mana kecenderunganku when it is ambiguous, but you taught me loyalty, so I'm loyal, you have taught me the meaning of love, so that I can love you like this.
Goodbye, You're from Him, and returned to Him, you were gone for me, and now again gone. goodbye baby, light my eyes, my soul conditioning, safe streets, a candidate my angel heaven ....
BJ.Habibie

December 05, 2010


hey look, justin bieber pointed at me. at my face. what must i do? go toward him or just stay here and waiting for him come to me?

yesss, he come to me. well i guess he is madly in love with me. of course, so what are he gonna do?
talk with me or just adore me?
i guess both. yayy, i started to enjoying this personal dialogue.

uhm, he's getting closer, only a few inch. oh my god, what he gonna do?

ohh myy god!