October 18, 2012


"love being myself", "i love me", "i like doing my own things", "i like my way" = BULLSHIT!

you know when you already said that, you are just pretending to be strong...though your heart is aching. no, no, i'm not bothering you.. but i'm just tell the truth. because i'm sick of those freaking word. and, okay i did. i tweeted, i wrote on my notes, im blogged about how strong i am... but in the inside, no! i'm just the fool one. the fool one who pretend to be strong..

R U FINE? are you ok? are you have the strength to face your world? when your friends got their happiness and then you just lay down and just wondering how it be like, are you ok? no, you're not.. i guess you're not ok with this situatuion, neither me.


Process your word first before speak!

October 16, 2012

33 Days, 5 weeks till my birthday!
They are my inspiration. 

The blowing grass. 
The grugling water. 
The flying dry-leaves. 
The smell of the dirt. 
The singing bird. 

And you, my friends :)

October 15, 2012

THIS IS WHY.............

Why I watch movies alone.
when you don't get what you want, 
and get what you need, 
but not what you want.

when you try your best,
and do with all pleasure,
but don't succeed.

when you love your crush,
and be his listener,
but he's telling you about a girl.

when you feel sick,
and want your lover beside you,
but noone care about you.

when you have your birthday,
and hope that someone special give you something,
but who the hell is he?

MY LIFE IS SUCK.
TIRED OF ALL THIS STUPID FUCKIN' THING.
WANNA SKIP THIS MEMORIES AND START MY NEW DAY.